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    August 28

    seeing double-images

    Mute Swans 6878

    My images have been duplicating, I am testing to make sure I am not seeing double! In my photo-albums my images duplicate. It is apparently because the image is linked by default, and so they duplicate. These sneaky settings crop up everywhere.

    I may seem a little purple, but that is fine, sometimes I am. Not as in a purple people eater, nor the poppet sized musician, but generally I'm clouded in shades of purple. Mind you tomorrow it could be red, or green depending on where my photo=imaging software takes me :)

     

    August 18

    Sorrento

    I guess today I have been a bit reflective. I also wanted to remind myself that I did once upon a time see a real- live volcano. With my very own peepers too. And just to prove it here I am, we were told we had half an hour to get to the top and get back down, before the coach left-so much for coach trips! So I may look shatttered, it's because I am :)
    The same day we went to pompeii too, it was very emotional. Though it is ancient history it is still very poignant seeing the figures. I couldn't look at them and went to view the architecture. So talk about from a volcano to a ruin, and the ruin wasn't me I hope!
     (September 2004)

    Flowers for me

    Today I am feeling a little sad and so I needed something cheery to make me smile. Humour is not so big on my space, too much angst. Too much love and sex, or is it sex and love, and as my latest story shows, I hope romance too. 
    But today I needed a colour to brighten my mood. And so I have just for me- picture of my Freesias. Roses are wonderful, but sometimes I just love the delicacy and perfume of freesias.
     
     
    August 15

    a place to meet

    "I hate heavy rain and I hate an angry wind, and i'm not too keen on scorching, hot sunshine either" She paused finding the right words to say to him. "Meet me in the middle" Not too hot and not too cold and we will be fine.
     
    Her friends advised her to move on, that they were not right for each other. But she always followed her own heart.
    He loved heavy rain and the wilder the weather, the more it revitalised him. He loved extremes, he wasn't a middle man. But he wanted her. His friends didn't know about her, he kept his personal life just that-personal.
     
    They shared an hour, while the clock ticked they remained quiet. Holding hands like young lovers, though they were both over 50.
    She drank tea, teapot and milk jug on a fancy tray. He had coffee, proper coffee- he said it was. She loved the smell of it, but preferred her own tea, sipping delicately she treasured each moment they spent together. There was no need to ask him, so did he. It was known to them both. But they swore it wasn't love. Just getting to know each other, thats all.
     
    "So where shall we do this meeting in the middle" he asked her playfully.
    "Right here, right now" she answered. They finally broke the silence. He was an expressive man, his face was mobile, she loved watching it as he moved. His hands drew patterns as he was talking, they were expressive too. she followed them mesmerised. His whole manner was of supressed movement.
    She sat rigid, back straight, her eyes were the only things about her that were expressive. Though her body was still, taut almost, her eyes told the story of her emotions. They spoke to each other, within their own island. Time passed too quickly and they never did discuss what the middle was, or where it was.
    They parted outside the coffee shop, kissed , turned back and embraced again, and then pulled apart. Tomorrow they would have to sort out the middle road that suited them both...
    A light rain fell on them both as they made their way back to their places of work. The rain was not too light, nor was it too heavy. She put her umberella up, while he turned his face towards it.
     
     
     
    August 10

    Simba & Elsa

    Over a year ago when we moved to our flat, we had to leave my beloved cats with my sister. My daughter intended to collect them as soon as they got their own house sorted out. Rented properties that take pets are very difficult to find, and it has taken my daughter and her b/friend ages to find a house they could afford to buy. But as soon as they did, she collected my kitties. They are being spoiled stupid at her home now.
    I took their photos off my pics, but now I am glad to put them back, though they are not really mine any more. 
    Inquisitive as ever they couldn't work out what she was doing waving her phone at them. I loved these pics, so here they are :)
     
    August 09

    My Back side

    The back of me is something I never actually see. Trying to take pics of yourself with a mobile camera or a web cam isn't always easy. And you never get the image you are originally after. I was surprised to see that I had actually taken the back of me, while snapping the front. The moral is never take a picture while standing in front of a mirror. Unless you have just paid a visit to the hairdressers. And the illusion of you being 10 sizes smaller actually is working!

     To all those who really thought I was going to put my backside on here, ha ha as if!

    August 07

    Evergreen (By Barbara Streisand)

    This song has haunted me throughout my life. I heard it, I listened to it, and thought oh this is sweet. But how can love be as soft as an easy chair? How can you even know what love is at 16 and 17?

    I remember memorising the words, though it wasn't cool to like songs like that- at that age. Some things never change it probably still isn't cool, the only difference is that age makes you impervious to what others consider to be PC. I like it so I don't give a damn is the attitude I have in my 40's.
    Many a drunken night me and Barbara wailed our way through this song, Then came the time I thought I loved, I did love. But the words didn't fit, or I didn't fit the words and so the meaning had drama without the technicalities of it. Now the words fit the drama that is my life, or my life has lived the words...

    Now as I listen caught up in the feel and atmosphere of the words and melody, I realise I barely knew what love was then.
    However it didn't stop me from borrowing the record from my cousin; and so began a game of me borrowing it, she taking it back, me borrowing it again, until I must have worn the grooves flat.
    One day she said no more, your ruining it.
    Nooooooooooooooo, why didn't I tape it? not having a tape recorder would have been my reason. No ipods then with places to easily download favourite tracks. I didn't speak to my cousin for at least 2 weeks, for her cruelly depriving me of this song. My but she was good at finding it, even when I hid it in record-sleeves such as Al Martino- my mothers favourite at the time.


    Life carries on, my heart mended and was broke again. Until I learnt what it truly was to give your heart and soul to another. Now years later I think back to then and smile, flash backs of my teenage years- eerily familiar now.
    Music has the power to stir me in a way not much else does. Some would say I am just crackers and neurotic, oh well- ok I am a little of both. But don't we just call it eccentricity here in England, and isn't it part of our national heritage.
    And so I have passed an hour or two lost in music, and I honestly can't think of a nicer way to spend losing time. Slightly melancholy now, perhaps it's time for something to make my blood rush, rather than the still waters that Evergreen has created.

     

    Evergreen

    Love soft as an easy chair
    Love fresh as the morning air
    One love that is shared by two
    I have found with you

    Like a rose under the april snow
    I was always certain love would grow
    Love ageless and evergreen
    Seldom seen by two

    You and i will make each night a first
    Every day a beginning
    Spirits rise and their dance is unrehearsed
    They warm and excite us, cause we have the brightest love

    Two lives that shine as one
    Morning glory and midnight sun
    Time we've learned to sail above
    Time won't change the meaning of one love
    Ageless and ever evergreen

    http://www.lyricsdownload.com/barbra-streisand-eve...

    August 06

    My Guilty Secret

    I have a guilty secret that I have been holding to myself for years. I cannot bear it any longer, I am overcome with emotion. But it seems someone cracked my music secret, I love Barbara Streisand. At one time it was Diana Ross and I still have a deep fondness for all things Supreme.
    But the first time I heard Evergreen I was lost. When I heard Woman in Love there was simply no hope for me! And I have been torturing my family with my rendition of that song for years.
    For a long time I couldn't find my copy of the tape-yes it was the days of tapes, Cds were unheard of, or a Cd Player was out of my reach finacially. Then I found out to my horror, that I had lent it to my sister (bet my neighbours were so pleased) on it's return years later it wouldn't work. And so my favourite song of all time faded into a dim memory.
    Until A certain woman announced she was doing live concerts, I am still recovering at the shock of the price of the tickets! But it's inevitable when there is a concert, an album is sure to follow...
    Sometimes you can't beat the thrill of receiving something through the post. My excitement knew no bounds as I opened the brown parcel, hm I hadn't ordered anything. So what had the postman brought me today?
    It was a belated birthday pressy- The Essential Barbara Streisand.
    So here I am floating on the romance of Woman in Love- We may be oceans away, you feel my love, I hear what you say. No truth is ever a lie, I stumble and fall but I give you it alllllll. I am a woman in love and I'd do anything to get you into my world and hold you within...
    AHH me poor neighbours! But I think I will just play it one more time...
     
    Woman In Love
    Life is a moment in space
    When the dream is gone
    Its a lonelier place
    I kiss the morning goodbye
    But down inside you know
    We never know why
    The road is narrow and long
    When eyes meet eyes
    And the feeling is strong
    I turn away from the wall
    I stumble and fall
    But I give you it all...

    Chorus:
    I am a woman in love
    And I do anything
    To get you into my world
    And hold you within
    Its a right I defend
    Over and over again
    What do I do?
    With you eternally mine
    In love there is
    No measure of time
    We planned it all at the start
    That you and I
    Would live in each other's hearts
    We may be oceans away
    You feel my love
    I hear what you say
    No truth is ever a lie
    I stumble and fall
    But I give you it all

    Repeat Chorus
    I am a woman in love
    And I'm talking to you
    Do you know how it feels?
    What a woman can do
    Its a right
    That I defend over and over again......